I started out on this journey to relive the pumping portion of my breastfeeding experience with my twins as a way to process the tedious – while beneficial – act of pumping and and cope with the fact that I was never able to provide enough milk for them without supplementation. In the process I formed many correlations between pumping and the meditation of carving and in the end I found peace and even pride in what I was able to provide for them. Seeing and feeling the quantification helped me to grasp the enormity of it and understand the time and labor of my undertaking.